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Broken Heart
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Loneliness Inside
Winter within Spring
The Vase
Within
Within My
Heart
Love
Mr. Cupid Man
My Love
Princess of my Heart
The one I
love
Love me too
Sorrow
Rejected from Life
Sitting by
the river
Petal-less
Rose
Tomorrow will be fine
Until all
has gone
The road
of my life
Just for you
Drugs
Gimme
more
White
magic Powder
Content
England
Existence
Mates
Heavy Metal
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The rain started to fall
once again as the sun started to hide behind the thick black cloud.
The room was again empty after everyone that mattered, had decided
to leave me.
I walk the streets by myself again as no-one wants me near,
they now cross the road as they see me come.
The heart that had started to beat again has now died.
The frost that had melted from my cold heart, is now back again.
The frost is now thicker.
My soul had become whole again thanks to the love of another,
but now my soul is once again torn.
I am once again in pain.
Things on the outside look great, they all seem to be running
smoothly,
but deep within me is the truth. Deep within me is the agony and
sorrow.
For I know that things are not as good as they seem, I know that
they are all going bad.
Life started to get sweeter but yet again it has returned to its
bitter taste.
Once again I taste the badness that life is feeding me.
We all follow a path in life but mine has come to a dead end.
There is no way forward and the journey back is too hard and
painful.
I am at a dead end with everything in my sad and lonely life.
The road was long and hard but I fought to try and keep my sanity
but not no more.
I have battled so hard for so long!
But for what?
To reach this dead end.
An end that has shown me sorrow and pain on a road that was full of
lies and deceit.
A road that was nothing more than a road through hell.
It has been a rough journey, a long journey, a painful journey and a
costly journey.
For since driving this road I have lost my faith, my heart, my soul
and my love.
On this journey I have lost the will to live.
And after facing so much, I reach this dead end with no love, no
emotion, no feeling,
and no where left to go.
I have wasted my life on so much to gain so little.
All I have gained is this pain inside me.
And I have got nowhere other than to this dead end.
© Brian Holmes
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